From the recording scArEd oF MYsELF
[SiKiNiN] -[Darkest Moments] music, rap, hip hip, conscious hip hop, emo rap, low-fi, suicidal, dark, Alternative Hip Hop, free use for sampling for non profit promos, St. Louis, DL, Stream Free, use on Tik Tok, Facebook, YouTube, instagram and post on all social media platforms
Lyrics
They fishing for information not taking the bait
Shatter the skull into many fragments then behead the snake
To contemplate doing me dirty may be a fatal mistake
Snap ya spine if its crooked so ya best to come at me strait
Keep my mind on my business hand by the nine on my waist
Go on keep trying to get it like I do your time to waste
Can't blame you but insane to think catch or keep the pace
My heart no longer beats no longer bleed or feel pain
To lose my life will only mean I'm free from enslavement
Cold body filled with holes unless I receive the payment
Bleeding children freaking screaming blood leaking staining the pavement
Refrain from making a statement don't make me make the arrangements
Insane n impatient intelligent as a thirty third degree mason
Darkest caucasian by far the hardest with this art of
Persuasion underrated till they call me the greatest
To call me forsaken a bit of an understatement
Stuck in the matrix Neo ducking agents nothing to play with
I decide your fate its to late nah nah nothing can save you
Thanks to my darkest moments I can shine so bright
Lived through the hottest days coldest of nights
Till that that mother fucker break hold my neck up right
Till they take my life hold my head up high
Thanks to my darkest moments I can shine so bright
Lived through the hottest days coldest of nights
Till that that mother fucker break hold my neck up right
Till they take my life hold my head up high
Holding ya weight in dro, knowing they pull me over I ain't going home
A week from now no one will care or remember I died alone
Fast life can take a toll quickly and eat away your soul
Try to get away escape it seems I have been here before
Try to make it through day before I fall and hit the floor
Keep thinking of this cliff with rocks a hundred feet below
End of my rope run out of options long ago
All loyalty been lost with love now Im losing hope
Can't get any lower until I'm six feet below
Can't get any colder until I'm froze in the hole
Rot on the bottom or climb up out to the top again
But the thought unappealing to keep dealing with these moccasins
Thanks to my darkest moments I can shine so bright
Lived through the hottest days coldest of nights
Till that that mother fucker break hold my neck up right
Till they take my life hold my head up high
Thanks to my darkest moments I can shine so bright
Lived through the hottest days coldest of nights
Till that that mother fucker break hold my neck up right
Till they take my life hold my head up high
Lost so many times cried thoughts of suicide cross my mind all the time
Still I shine bright some how fight stay strong all day long
Won't go away this pain until the day that I'm gone
Grey skies till the grave yard not the life I want life I chose
So hard to keep trying try not to lose my composure
So close to letting go so many times so no I know
No other option but to just say fuck it keep going