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Lyrics

Cacophony voices all out of tune
Screaming n' yelling n' wanting my doom
Everyday try not to let them consume
My entire mind drive me to the tomb
When I younger I thought It was just normal to
Think about murdering all who I knew
As I grew older found nobody who
Thought remotely close to the way I do
Suicide crosses my mind everyday
At a rate that's impossible to calculate
Ignore the impulse many more still remain
No relief in site short of the grave
Sore in the brain much hurt in the heart
Reality rips at the seems falls apart
Cross me in the streets don't be alarmed
Believe that the demons I've been seeing gone

Scared of myself more then anyone else
Do not believe anyone else ever felt
The madness insanity that I've been dealt
Scared of myself more then anyone else
Scared of myself more then anyone else
Do not believe anyone else ever felt
The madness insanity that I've been dealt
Scared of myself more then anyone else

Scared of myself n' you should be too
If I ever decide or choose
To let this madness inside get loose
Nobodies safe including you
Don't matter your stripes what you did in the past
The wrath that will be felt can't be matched
There is no fuse to light only a cap
Push the wrong button explode so fast
No faking not even satan could grasp
The evil I feel n deal with gasp
For air an undertow pulling me down
In the river of Styx hoping I do not drown
Lost my mind a long time ago cannot be found
Homicidal psycho till I'm in the ground
Cross me in your town don't be afraid
Believe the demons finally went away

Scared of myself more then anyone else
Do not believe anyone else ever felt
The madness insanity that I've been dealt
Scared of myself more then anyone else
Scared of myself more then anyone else
Do not believe anyone else ever felt
The madness insanity that I've been dealt
Scared of myself more then anyone else

Scared of myself the evil within
Jesus Christ forgive me for my sins
See the light but darkness always wins
Devil grins knowing I'm part of him
Cannot explain the chaos in my head
No matter the circumstance never content
Past insane strait to hell now I'm back
Can not take all this tension snap
Back will break from this pressure collapse
Brain like an egg in a frying pan crack
Sanity broke smashed like glass
Can not cope how long will I last
Tear up n' laugh wonder why that I try
To survive with this mad psychotic mind
Cross my path there's no need to trip
The demons told me they don't really exist

Scared of myself more then anyone else
Do not believe anyone else ever felt
The madness insanity that I've been dealt
Scared of myself more then anyone else
Scared of myself more then anyone else
Do not believe anyone else ever felt
The madness insanity that I've been dealt
Scared of myself more then anyone else

Scared of myself don't be alarmed believe that the demons I've been seeing gone
Scared of myself don't be afraid be believe the demons finally went away
Scared of myself don't be alarmed believe that the demons I've been seeing gone
Scared of myself don't be afraid be believe the demons finally went away