SiKiNiN

Lyrics

Been stabbed in the back noose around my neck
Throat almost slit heart ripped from my chest
Cold steal to the chin spit at with hot lead
Can't count the amount of times had visits with death

Follows me constantly every day getting closer
Approaching from all angles destined for an inevitable torture
Keep my eyes open stay focused death is forever encroaching
So stay coasting slow motion patiently wait for the moment
That the life leaves my body forever darkness takes over
The chance increases each n' every second as I grow older
Stay with my nine or the shotti always but never stay sober
Sometimes seems hopeless somehow find a way to keep my composure
Difficult to sleep when u live within reach of the reaper
Tough to climb into bed when there's a price on your head
Target on ya chest till Im deceased uphill battle gets steeper
No rest no peace till I'm dead there's no relief from the stress
Constantly tested obsessed with what lies beyond comes next
At times reckless perfected living on the edge of the ledge
Though soon may lose balance fall hit the ground body splatters
End up losing his challenge till then won't lose my head

Been stabbed in the back noose around my neck
Throat almost slit heart ripped from my chest
Cold steal to the chin spit at with hot lead
Can't count the amount of times had visits with death
Follows me constantly every day getting closer
Approaching from all angles destined for an inevitable torture
Grown accustomed to abuse deranged hunger for pain
Death visits me frequently seemingly it won't change

Grown accustomed to abuse deranged hunger for pain
Death visits me frequently seemingly it won't change
Grim reaper teasing me see him reach for my face
Right before his hand reaches me disappears into space
Feel him breathing he speaks to me hear him whisper my name
Always near never leaving me its a Sikinin game
It's now crystal clear to me that his missions to stay
Driving me crazy insane until the day their digging my grave
Use others to get to me in many different ways
Used to see him daily when I spent 6 years in the cage
Tears n' rage highway to hell but I can't steer away
Gas pedal stuck traveling faster each n' every day
Triple digit speed no seatbelt e-brake airbags
Collision course with a train crash n burn up in flames
From low pressure to depression now a hurricane
Another visit from death assured a certain thing

Been stabbed in the back noose around my neck
Throat almost slit heart ripped from my chest
Cold steal to the chin spit at with hot lead
Can't count the amount of times had visits with death
Follows me constantly every day getting closer
Approaching from all angles destined for an inevitable torture
Grown accustomed to abuse deranged hunger for pain
Death visits me frequently seemingly it won't change

Choke on smoke till I can't breathe drown myself in a bottle
Live life high speed release the clutch accelerate full throttle
No longer run turn around fight show death that I'm no coward
If you no longer fear it it no longer has power
No life without death can't know sweet without sour
Eternity can't exist without the time found in an hour
Surrendered let him pull the plug consume and devour
Sik of living in his prison wearing shoes in the shower
Passed away perished died departed expired
Darkness to light again rise just like a phoenix out of the fire
Spread my wings eyes to the sky n' gnosis never flew higher
Death now visits less frequently either grew bored or tired
A change in perspective brings you a new perception
Don't fear death won't fear any one no matter who it is threatening
Don't trip off death its life that's hallucinogenic
Gnosis consciousness eternal life's most beautiful blessing

Been stabbed in the back noose around my neck
Throat almost slit heart ripped from my chest
Cold steal to the chin spit at with hot lead
Can't count the amount of times had visits with death
Follows me constantly every day getting closer
Approaching from all angles destined for an inevitable torture
Grown accustomed to abuse deranged hunger for pain
Death visits me frequently seemingly it won't change

Been stabbed in the back noose around my neck
Throat almost slit heart ripped from my chest
Cold steal to the chin spit at with hot lead
Can't count the amount of times had visits with death
Follows me constantly every day getting closer
Approaching from all angles destined for an inevitable torture
Grown accustomed to abuse deranged hunger for pain
Death visits me frequently seemingly it won't change

Been stabbed in the back noose around my neck
Throat almost slit heart ripped from my chest
Cold steal to the chin spit at with hot lead
Can't count the amount of times had visits with death
Follows me constantly every day getting closer
Approaching from all angles destined for an inevitable torture
Grown accustomed to abuse deranged hunger for pain
Death visits me frequently seemingly it won't change